when 'is' the right time?

Bismillah..

Came across this ayat and it's there..everyday, ever since..haunting me..


"Has the time not come for those who have believed that their hearts should become humbly submissive at the remembrance of Allah and what has come down of the truth? And let them not be like those who were given the Scripture before, and a long period passed over them, so their hearts hardened, and many of them are defiantly disobedient."

"Belum tibakah waktunya bagi orang-orang yang beriman, untuk secara khusyuk mengingat Allah dan mematuhi kebenaran yang telah diwahyukan (kepada mereka) dan janganlah mereka (berlaku) seperti orang-orang yang telah menerima kitab sebelum itu, kemudian mereka melalui masa yang panjang sehingga hati mereka menjadi keras. Dan banyak diantara mereka menjadi fasik." 

Surah Al-Hadid, 57: 16

has the time not come?

that I'd have khusyu' in the remembrance of Allah swt?

I felt like if it'd be my deathbed

had a figure would loomed at me and whispers those words

has the time not come?

when by that time,  the hands and feet will not be able to do anything anymore

when only tears could passed through these eyelids

wouldn't I regret it

to ever pass these words and pay no heed to it?

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when 'is' the right  time?

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