I miss you~ :"(

Bismillah..

it's 12 Rabiulawal...

and these tears would flow on its own.. :"(

You're not here, O Rasulullah SAW~

We never heard you voice~

seen your face~

and yet these hearts longs to meet you

what have you left for us, O Rasulullah SAW?

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One day, Abu Hurairah r.a passed through the bazaar of Medina', he observed how the people were busy with the matters of dunya. He then stood infront of them and said,

"How weak you are, O people of Medina.'"

"What weakness have you seen in us, O Abu Hurairah?", they asked.

"The legacy and inheritance of Rasulullah SAW are being distributed (right now), and you are still here (busy buying and selling). Didn't you want to go and claim your part?", he said.

"Where is it, O Abu Hurairah?"

"In the masjid", he briefly replied.

They later took off in haste, while Abu Hurairah waited for them until they return back. Upon seeing him, they inquired,

"O Abu Hurairah, we went to the masjid, yet we see nothing is being distributed."

"Didn't you see anyone inside (the masjid)?"

"Yes, we saw those who are praying, some are engage in teaching and learning of the Al-Quran and hadith, and others were busy learning and teaching the laws of halal and haram."

"That (what you've seen) ... is the legacy of Rasulullah saw."

Rasailul Ashwaq

The prophets leave us not dinars and dirhams,  

but leave behind knowledge as their legacy and inheritances.

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did you hear, O Rasulullah SAW?

As of subuh, your Ummah all around the world march and sends their salaam, selawat to you? It echoes the voices of the people of Yathrib (Medina') when you first arrived there. The anticipation, the joy of seeing your benevolent figure.

if you had meet us now, what would you have thought of us?

are you pleased

...or are you sad?

I'm ashamed, O Rasulullah SAW

can I meet you in this state that I am in?

with my imperfections in my love for you (in following your legacy)

when your Ummah is like these (broken and lost)

until then..

I hope..

that I'd be able to see you

and when (if) I do, you'd be able to smile (pleased)...

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