i Forgive

Fire sings
Fire brings
Fire carries through the night

burning alight those in its path
whip and lashes everything in sight

these feet would walk away
turned its face towards a greeting day
fearing,
this heart
lest it'd be burned
and may one day will not return

O Allah,
The Most Compassionate & Most Merciful
You have taught me once about hate and forgiveness
You grant it upon the person i wished to love because of You
and here i am
asking again
Distinguish this fire with Your flowing water
calm her heart with Your compassion
Heal her of her wounds
Some things she kept locked in secret in her heart
but never a secret from You

A Philospher said this
Hypothetically
"Had You give two choices to man
One, is to be given All Truth
Two, the Quest for Truth
what you'd have taken?

Take the latter
because the pure Truth belongs to You alone"

i do not know of Your plans
but i hope You save for her a place of Light at the end of the tunnel

i do not understand her, Allah
i want to..to forgive and love
for i know deep inside, that is who she was born to be
what blight the light from her eyes
what pushes her so much that nothing suffices?

Twas not words
but actions, You've said
that moves hearts

i looked at these hands
these feet
these heart
and i beseech to You for the strength and patience

For You

"Don't you like that Allah forgives you?"
*weeps*

i hope You do
i hope You do

"Wahai org2 yang beriman! Janganlah kamu mengikuti langkah2 setan, Barang siapa yang mengikuti langkah2 setan, maka sesungguhnya dia (setan) menyuruh mengerjakan perbuatan yang keji dan mungkar. kalau bukan kerana karunia Allah dan rahmat-Nya kepadamu, niscaya tidak seorang pun diantara kamu bersih (dari perbuatan keji dan mungkar itu) selama-lamanya tetapi Allah membersihkan siapa yang Dia kehendaki, Dan Allah Maha Mendengar, Maha Mengetahui,

Dan janganlah org2 yang mempunyai kelebihan dan kelapangan di antara kamu bersumpah bahawa mereka (tidak) akan memberi (bantuan) kepada kerabat(nya), org2 miskin dan org2 yg berhijrah di jalan Allah, dan hendaklah mereka memaafkan dan berlapang dada. Apakah kamu tidak suka bahwa Allah mengampunimu? Dan Allah Maha Pengampun, Maha Penyayang"

An-Nur: 21-22