Spooked

Bismillah..

she cried

it's heart-breaking, eventhough it's only a dream

disconcerted was I by it

have to rearrange each slides from memory lane

and time to do some deep-thinking

what had been done

what had been harbored for years

this year is the time to face the music

face the consequences

what does being a strong one means?

to have ones own way?

or to be able to be patient, regardless of how slow, how meticulous how the matter of the hearts had to be resolved?

have to sort out loose threads

have to be 'here'

have to understand to be understood

have to talk

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Budding Spring

Bismillah..

just had iftar (sungkai) with my ladies a few nights back.

O thank You, Allah~

for sending them my way

friendship is too minor a word to describe what we have

my sisters

uhibbukum fillah~ 

uhibbukum fillah~ 

uhibbukum fillah~ 

Years went by..and we grew up, went through significant changes.

This year..came into terms that those changes means we CAN make way, make room for other people in our lives and still be true to what we are. O Allah swt, please bless me with them till Jannah.

I remember your words, A..I'll keep them to my heart.

Overall..it was funny, ridiculous, warm and most importantly (first and foremost)..

lillahitaala (for Allah swt). 

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