over here

Bismillah~


i don't realize how two worlds could be so different
until i'm here
at this moment


when i browse against fb status
stalking and growing silent over the second
i realized two things
1. the contrast
2. the distance


whatever happy feeling i got, shadowed in an instant
brows furrowed
thinking
 i 'had' to see this
the truth hurts
and yet, i can't cover my eyes and pretend it didn't happened
it does and though as frigtening it is as it looks,
 i have to face it
coz' they're the people i love


Ya Allah
help me
help me to help them


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