For who?

Bismillah...

Time passed, and people changed. Some for good, some for worse, some...and I believe this one, are still searching.

When you worry about people, care for their thoughts and feelings...you are at risk of losing your own, and not having something to stand on. Especially when you yourself are losing connection to the One that matters.

So I did. Prostrate to His feet and really...shedding my ego, shedding my thoughts and feelings. For only to Him really..we look upon and hope from.

I'm glad I got angry. I'm glad I got sad. I'm glad I also got happy.

'I' didn't have to try so hard to be the one that changes things. Truly Allah swt is the holder of all hearts. So something 'did' change.

By Allah's will, He does not move only one heart, but many. 

Me, the observer. 

I know my position now...even if it means removing that personal connection. I shall love and protects how 'I' can. Am not the one responsible for changing theirs.

But by right, I have to be the one who cemented the foundation. Even if I have to be harsh as Sayyidina Umar r.a, or the quiet contemplation as Sayyidina Uthman r.a. 

Allah swt knows.

So make sure the intention is pure..eventhough others saw, perceive, heard you different. Allah swt knows...and He helps those who helps His deen. The thing that I have to do constantly...is to go back to Him.