I knew

Bismillah...

I knew...

I knew it's His way of reminding me

I knew He wouldn't leave me as I am, in the state that I'm in

I knew His call would be soon enough

if I'm truly sincere, then He would kept His word, and I would've kept mine

"O you who covers himself [with a garment],

"Arise and warn

And your Lord glorify

And your clothing purify

And uncleanliness avoid

And do not confer favor to acquire more

But for your Lord be patient."

"Hai orang yang berkemul (berselimut),

bangunlah, lalu berilah peringatan!

dan Tuhanmu agungkanlah!

dan pakaianmu bersihkanlah,

dan perbuatan dosa tinggalkanlah,

dan janganlah kamu memberi (dengan maksud) memperoleh (balasan) yang lebih banyak.

Dan untuk (memenuhi perintah) Tuhanmu, bersabarlah."

Al-Muddathir, 74: 1-7

O Allah swt, I'm sorry for faltering

I'm sorry it took this long

...and Alhamdulillah, Thank You

Thank You for listening my heart

Thank You for knocking some sense into it :")

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