soft gooey centre

Bismillah..

I've been...careless, this week.

what's with the self-destructive ways, weak, rebellious

all the while..aware..painfully aware that I'm running to that wall

Alhamdulillah, Allah swt sent me a little incident to reflect my ways.

my dear car, you must've been tired with these constant attention ^^"

(it got stuck in a mud hole..and again a team of laughing cousins to  lift it off)

and this happen right after I read these verse

 Your attentiveness, Ya Allah..

touched my heart with the softest whisper :")

Surah Al-Anfal:


If you have an ounce of kindness in your heart, Allah will make you a learned one.

"Had Allah known any good in them, He would have made them hear. And if He had made them hear, they would [still] have turned away, while they were refusing."

"Kalau sekiranya Allah mengetahui kebaikan ada pada mereka, tentulah Allah menjadikan mereka dapat mendengar (memahami). Dan jikalau Allah menjadikan mereka dapat mendengar, niscaya mereka pasti berpaling juga, sedang mereka memalingkan diri (dari apa yang mereka dengar itu)." 

- verse 23

He would guide your heart, the rights and the wrongs.



O you who have believed, respond to Allah and to the Messenger when he calls you to that which gives you life. And know that Allah intervenes between a man and his heart and that to Him you will be gathered.


Hai orang-orang yang beriman, penuhilah seruan Allah dan seruan Rasul apabila Rasul menyeru kamu kepada suatu yang memberi kehidupan kepada kamu, ketahuilah bahwa sesungguhnya Allah membatasi antara manusia dan hatinya dan sesungguhnya kepada-Nya-lah kamu akan dikumpulkan. 
- verse 4

..and He would give something much better than what is being taken from you. Don't fear of leaving your jahiliyyah, because He'll give something much much valuable...and to be forgiven?


O Prophet, say to whoever is in your hands of the captives, "If Allah knows [any] good in your hearts, He will give you [something] better than what was taken from you, and He will forgive you; and Allah is Forgiving and Merciful."

"Hai Nabi, katakanlah kepada tawanan-tawanan yang ada di tanganmu: "Jika Allah mengetahui ada kebaikan dalam hatimu, niscaya Dia akan memberikan kepadamu yang lebih baik dari apa yang telah diambil daripadamu dan Dia akan mengampuni kamu". Dan Allah Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang. 

- Verse 71

O Allah, You hit my heart with the right notes~ :")))

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